Trials and Tribulations

A well, what a week. Things were going quite well. I got a few things organised, organised with Dave and Keith picking up Andrea's Sauna on the Saturday. I shifted loads of furniture, started doing lots of tidying, things were really moving. I had been chatting to a lass of the internet for a couple of days, and things were hotting up. To the extent that she said she would come and visit me on Saturday night! Cool. Anyway, Saturday came, met Keith at Hewerth Metro, and then Dave came in his Landrover at 1:15. We set off for Andreas.

Keith - Demolition Man

It wasn't too difficult to dissasemble the Sauna. Many hands makes light work. We got a little too carried away with the cables though, there was no need to remove them as you only had to remove a few clips. Never mind, although it caused several headaches in its reassembly. Parts were a right nightmare. AAARRRGGHHH. aahh, thats better. anyway, I have a screw loose and several screws missing. I know what you're thinking. Anyway, I mean in the literal sense like when you get some flat pack stuff from IKEA. Anyway, got things sorted at mine. Me, Dave, and Keith had a good ole chin wag. Dave knows his stuff. Time was nearing the big date by the time we finished the convo.

Bird Flu

I spoke to the lass a couple of times, she said she wasn't really well, but was still coming. It was like there was a fire in my pants and the fire brigade were not invited. She is from near Blackpool so it's quite a way. She originally planned to arrive about 6'ish, but in reality the time would be about 9. She got here about 9:15. I was pretty excited. She bought a bottle of Champagne as well. She came into my flat and had to sit down, she was so tired - and said she wasn't feeling well still.

"The short kiss goodbye" or "30 minutes of foreplay then dissapointment every time"

We had a glass of champagne, had a chat for about 30 minutes, then she said she really had to go home. She said she had a dream that her car got broken into, and that she had a cold, and that she was just tired and had to go home. I sort of got the impression that she didn't like the fact that I was naked when I met her holding a 13" dildo. Only joking. I must be an ugly b*stard LOL. Na, she was sincere I think. I think LOL.

Ah well, ce la vie. I felt pretty down after that. I just didnt know what to do with myself. It was like something just did not compute like, but the program kept running (geek analogy). Couldn't really sleep either.

Ah well, Sunday came, and it was Chinese new year to boot. The town was way crowded, wouldn't have been able to see anything so me and Keith didn't bother looking. Instead we went for our usual Full English Breakfast at Boskops. It was ok, not the usual standard. I like my bacon burned to a crisp.

I was still feeling down that day, but taking some mint photos took my mind off it. I took some in a graveyard in town. In the graveyard I felt a weight lift off me. Like I let go of some mental charge and my beingness expanded. Sort of like exteriorizing - but not out of the body. Just an increase of space.

We were just walking round town having a right laugh as always. I felt quite free that day most of the time but still felt a little down. sort of had moments of release. Shouting at the monument was pretty therapeutic as well.

We went to the Quayside and the Sage. It was getting on and I just had to have some hot chocolate fudge cake with ice cream, mmmmmm.

I got in the house, didnt really know what to do with myself again to be honest. Messed about fixing the wires in the Sauna and getting frustrated shouting AARRGGGHHH! LOL

Later I started watching a film called "I Love Huckabees". It was pretty boring at the start. But something strange happened. There must have been some spiritual tech in there - I mean there was a lot of philosophical stuff in it, but something in the film must have keyed out (keyed out and keyed in are technical terms) some charge. I was totally elated. I was going to say there that I am very spiritual - but in truth that wouldnt make logical sense LOL. I'm saying nothing more on that subject here, thats another side of my life that the world isn't ready for yet LOL. Lets just say I was floating and full of joy. I loved everything that had happened to me and I was in kinks about it. So glad that it had happened to me. Then it was getting late, so I slipped into bed all nice and snug and warm and smiley. Aaaahhhhhhh.