On the mend again

Aye, definately on the mend now. I feel pretty good mentally, and spiritually I am MINT. Body needs to pull itself together though, its coming on though. Got some painkillers to take, there's one type that's pretty strong - I might stop taking that type. The very nature of painkillers is to stop feeling, so obviously it will reduce your physical awareness. That is what has been happening. My head feels sort of dull and dizzy.

Like I say, my spirits are high, its just painful when I laugh. I actually think that all of this is why we are here on planet Earth/in the Physical Universe. Just to experience things - "good" and "bad". I was thinking the other day that if all my mind had dissappeared - all the pictures, everything was just gone. I immediately felt like "NO!, they're my pictures and I can't let them go!" That was even the painful ones.

Another thing I realised when I was ill was that there is absolutely no way that a human can survive on their own. No way. People need each other. I have isolated myself from various parts of life during my time here. Rather a silly thing to do really.

Aaahh, anyway. Life is good. Thats how I want to see it.